2011 back to the usual

So today is 1/5/2011 and 4 out of those 5 days I have been sober. What's new, right? Its a new year so I have new year's resolutions. They are the same as always. Lose weight, quit drinking......I have really nothing to report except that I have gained all of my weight back and currently I am sober. One that is important though is that what I WANT. I WANT to stop drinking, even more so than losing weight. I will take it one day at a time and what will be will be, but I know that I am not defeated until I give up, and I now no that no matter what kind of lull I go through, that isn't an option. Just sayin......