Happy Valentines day, day 9

What a day! I started my day by going to church. I have only recently started going back on a regular basis. Thank God for that. He is alway around, but he really makes his presence known when I need him and don't know it. I may or may not listen when I go to church but I do pray. I release myself of any tension I may have for one reason or another and the end result is usually tears streaming down my face. That is such a great feeling. Its so comforting to know that no matter what I do, God will always be there to carry me through.

Today I prayed to keep me strong. Day 9 was a great day. It only became difficult when we went to the grocery store and everywhere I turned there was wine. I'm not gonna lie, it sucks. I love drinking wine. Well I love drinking, but the ABC stores are closed on Sundays so I didn't have to face that problem. Anyway, knowing that I can't drink because of my hepatitis I didn't even tempt fate by going through the whole "one time won't hurt" argument I have every day. Later in the car, Mike and I talked about it and my question to him was how to become a person who drinks moderately. Obviously if I have to ask that question I have a drinking problem, which of course I already know.

The next 2 days I have Haylie.....there won't be too much stressing and by day 12 I will be 3 days stronger.....To be cont...