I'm pretty sure I have deleted everyone that wants to talk about me to people associated with Charlottesville Catholic School, but in case I haven't, don't be a coward. If you have something to share, tell me and I'll relay it to whomever you please......with that said......
I am 34 years old. I am the youngest mom in Haylies 5th grade class; according to Haylie, and I can't believe that there are people who are 40 something, tattling at CCS. Really??? Do you have nothing better to do then tell people what I say on my Facebook? I have the right to my own opinion and I certainly have the right to say whatever I want on my Facebook without being told to edit, delete, or simply not say anything at all. My Facebook motto is if you don't like it DELETE ME! I guess I'm still pissed off about that.....but whatever.....
For the first time all week, I wanted to drink tonight. I even told Mike that he could buy himself a bottle, just to see if I was strong enough to say no. He said he would like to by a small bottle but he won't because he loves me. Wow! What devotion!
I was even thinking to myself, I could get some pot from somewhere and get the same high. LOL First- I don't smoke pot, Second- One addiction should not be replaced with another.
So instead, I am looking forward to going to the gym for my daily workout. This will be the 4th day in a row. That means I am in the zone. Thank God.
Thank God also for this blog and those of you who read it because I think I have released my negative energy; at least most of it, until the next time........
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I am glad you arent going to drink. And tell Mike that I said thank you for not buying any :) Have a good time at the gym.
ReplyDeletei will tell u like i told my husband this morning.....LEAVE IT ALL ON THE TREADMILL!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteSo all those people talking, just want to talk about you to not draw attention to their own lousy lives that are probably falling apart!! The Dr. I used to work with said he went to Catholic school all his life and it was worse than congress!! If you want a good private try Covenant Christian. I would say homeschool, but that may send you drinking again!LOL! I personally think that public sucks! But, go with your peace! I am glad that you are finding something to do to keep your mind off drinking, you don't need it! You have worked to hard to turn back now! Surround yourself with positive people who don't need to drink to "have fun" or relax. Don't tempt yourself, because you will set yourself up dor failure. I am proud of Mike for not giving in to that! He sounds smart and that he loves you! That is awesome! I am proud of you! You can do this, you don't need alcohol to validate yourself! You are strong willed use it for your advantage!!! (From Jen Hargrave Collins)
ReplyDeleteThanks guys! At the end of a very trying day, its friends like you that help me stay strong. Love you all!
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