Just doin!: 2011 back to the usual

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

2011 back to the usual

So today is 1/5/2011 and 4 out of those 5 days I have been sober. What's new, right? Its a new year so I have new year's resolutions. They are the same as always. Lose weight, quit drinking......I have really nothing to report except that I have gained all of my weight back and currently I am sober. One that is important though is that what I WANT. I WANT to stop drinking, even more so than losing weight. I will take it one day at a time and what will be will be, but I know that I am not defeated until I give up, and I now no that no matter what kind of lull I go through, that isn't an option. Just sayin......

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CharJanuary 6, 2011 at 6:00 PM
glad to see you back. one day at a time is the only way to do. glad to hear that you havent given up. you are so right, that is NOT an option.
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Wednesday, January 5, 2011

2011 back to the usual

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